Good evening everyone... I'm alone at home with Spunky right now... Waiting for my parents to come home with Dinner... Quite hungry.

I met up with Eileen for a while just now... Passed her the lipstick and the "max lucado" book. Couldn't help staring at her every once in a while... I'm really thankful that I got to talk to her today... Even if it was only for half and hour or so. She had to rush off to go shopping with her mom... Its good that she's spending more time with her family now.

People around me have been really encouraging lately. I guess they can see a change in me. I thank God for that... I can only pray that I'll always be small and transparent. Small so that God can show how big He really is... and transparent so that His light can shine through me... In many ways, the break up has had many positive effects on me...
1) I trust totally in God. Spending time with Him and learning about Him.
2) I'm learning where my priorities should lie and how I should manage them.
3) More time to do His work and care for His people.

::: Promise to God :::
Duration: One year from my 20th Birthday (Specifically 19 January 2003 to 19 January 2004)
Reason: I felt that God spoke to me... Was confirmed with Joshua Harris’ book, ‘I kissed Dating goodbye’
Purpose: To allow myself time to grow in the Lord. To learn more about God. To enjoy singlehood. To get over the break up. To generally prepare myself for my future spouse.